The start

    Well, it is 2025, and after the last few years who would have thought we would make it this far.

   I am not 100% sure why I am doing this but I have spent the last couple of weeks that I am not content in my life. I know I am quite blessed;

• I have a family that loves me and I love them
• My health 
• Warm bed
• Food 

and many more things, yet I find a calling I guess, or something that feels like I am meant to be somewhere doing something else. As I write this it occurs to me that I may be going through a mid-life crisis which means I will die at 54... ah well.

   During this period, I remember as a child I never wanted a career, all I wanted was and still is to live a life of adventure, as I have become older I would tell myself that even little things can be an adventure, and while I still believe that, I want to accomplish a goal. New Year's Resolution if you will.

   Yes, all bow down to my creativity.

   But I have decided that my goal is to become a person who has follow through in her own life, when it comes to work I can complete it, but when it comes to me I don't. Whether that is because of a mental blockage, subconscious damage, or I am just lazy and frankly I do not care, I mean I do but trying to figure it out hasn't helped. 

   So here I am publicly trying to shame myself into having to follow through, say what you will shame is a powerful tool. I am going to share some of my goals that I will likely add to the list through the year, and I will post about it.

So here we go;

• Sew my own costume for Ariel Silk
• Travel to Greece 
• Put together a performance piece in Ariel Silk
• 24 Hikes 
• Start bullet journaling 
• Read 12 books 
• Finish a writing project 
• Learn survival skills to go backpacking
• Finding a career, while not the pinnacle of my life, doesn't make me feel trapped

   There are some more in regards to personal triggers that I also wish to work on.

   Now, with any goal you have to have an actual plan a few of these are more scheduling habits and working on building up stamina.

   Now working on these will take some adjustment period as I have become very accustomed to talking myself out of things, honestly even posting this I am seriously considering deleting it. But I am writing this for my own personal push.

   Now that, that's out of the way I should probably tell you something about myself;

• An adult female (I'll let you figure out my age)
• The youngest
• Have a dog
• I like Ariel Silks
• A Christian 
• I have traveled (England, Sweden, Austria, Norway, Germany, parts of Canada and the USA)

 those are the basics.

   So that's it for now.

   I should probably get started creating some plans and acting on these goals. Wish me well and God bless!